My thoughts have been crazy over the last few days. I spent yesterday trying to deal with the extreme and overwhelming urges to have a baby. Now, that might sound strange given the circumstances but it’s a very real feeling and one that I am not alone in. Continue reading →
I knew this wasn’t going to be an easy option. I knew this was going to be an emotional rollercoaster. I completely underestimated it. There is no preparation for the range of different emotions that I have been through within a single hour. One minute I am certain that I made the right decision; the next I am wavering; and then, just as quickly, I’m a sobbing mess who has the weight of the world on her shoulders. Continue reading →
I password protected my last post initially because the thought of being abused for my decision was too much to bare. Today, I have come to realise that nobody could ever judge me as harshly as I judge myself.
When you decide to terminate, it’s always going to be a tough journey. I only found out I was pregnant a week ago and already I’ve had two moments where a pin could be heard dropping…
I have blogged for 7 years. I don’t feel comfortable with sharing this story on my own blog.
I’m currently going through a termination of pregnancy.
It’s singularly the hardest decision I have ever made. Continue reading →