Replacement Baby Feelings

My thoughts have been crazy over the last few days.  I spent yesterday trying to deal with the extreme and overwhelming urges to have a baby.  Now, that might sound strange given the circumstances but it’s a very real feeling and one that I am not alone in. Continue reading →

Around the corner…

I knew this wasn’t going to be an easy option.  I knew this was going to be an emotional rollercoaster.  I completely underestimated it.  There is no preparation for the range of different emotions that I have been through within a single hour.  One minute I am certain that I made the right decision; the next I am wavering; and then, just as quickly, I’m a sobbing mess who has the weight of the world on her shoulders. Continue reading →